byeween

oh man.. this is disgusting
i am spending my haloween busy doing my reports and essay?!
fml
i swear i wan my birthday to a chaotic one..
oh man

BIG BREAKFAST

Love this song alot =D
enjoy it=D


aTE big breakfast today!
and popcorns?
hahas so weird...

fish soup was awesome!
i am studying abit today....=D

certainty u have changed
i no longer know u so much like i do...
who are you?
wads the real you?

wake me up when everything ends

felt

i threw my bad temper this afternoon..
i seriously hate the feeling whereby i suddenly feels empty..
the loneliness and the lost feeling was terrible...
wad the hell is wrong with me..
i tink i had too much free time thats why my mind could have such random thoughts ...

My camwhore pic =D!



this is one of the more decent photo... hahas... the rest are all unglam.
my thigh got scratched by neg..hahas

BLAST ME MUSIC

i am so shock to see 4 jersery that formed my bdaes =D

thanks edward.. so sweet of u

受过伤的更懂怎样爱与被爱
所以 别再理有他的回忆 有空再回忆

离开你的只有他 但是爱还在

听我说 爱是对的 错的是我们还没学会爱
就急着爱人 而爱错人
可是 爱就对了 遇到下一个 爱上就爱了
痛苦或快乐 都是我的

我当然经历过你现在的感受
我想那是人必经的折磨

听我说 爱是对的 错的是我们还没学会爱
就急着爱人 而爱错人
可是 爱就对了 遇到下一个 爱上就爱了
痛苦或快乐 都是我的

别探听他的线索 别等待他会回头
爱 不喜欢看人软弱

别继续把心封锁 别躲在伤心里头
爱 万一来了别错过

爱是对的 错的是我们还没学会爱
就急着爱人 而爱错人
可是 爱就对了 遇到下一个 爱上就爱了
痛苦或快乐 都是我的
听我说 爱是对的 错的是别人自以为懂爱
才会又爱人又伤害人
可是 爱就对了 爱了就值得 爱这门功课
艰深但快乐 爱就对了
听我说 爱是对的 错的是别人自以为懂爱
才会又爱人又伤害人
可是 爱就对了 爱了就值得 爱这门功课
艰深但快乐 爱就对了

after tomo

one of my favourite song recently...
=D enjoy this





i am studying
i mus not fail

guess this means u are sorry
u are standing at my dooor
guess this means u take back everything u said before
u said u will nv come back.. but here u are again
wuuuu--- my life suck without u this song is ringing in my mind =D

i am darn hungry
i havent eat !!
ytd no dinner...then lunch was like 3?
today no breakfast...ohh man
i am super deprive of sleep
i am having lab today
and I HAVE NOT STUDY FOR TOMO PAPER..
i tink 24 hours a day is not enough

ohhhh YTD I HAD KOI=D
i am so going to get my teeth done... sian maxi
hahas...

if and only if

if one day...

u wake up one day...

on a day...

all ur dreams and the wishes u wish for are gone jus like that....

what will happen to u...

i thought of all ppl u would understand me

why dont u understandme

i did this for us

i thought u will be proud of me

i thought of all ppl u will understand this.

don't ever wake me up ...

even if september ends

1 mth

ytd was 1 mth for me and zw..
stupid exam that was scheduled at 6pm and end only at 7pm...
so we only had time for a simple dinner ..
i forced him eat l0ls...
eh zw' guys with big appetitie are more appealing'
hahas =D
thanks to kailing who drew this photo=D
zw stop laughing at my face...
this was a mega card that i recieved from him... omg the words inside can really kill ppl with diabetics sia

Somehow we got each other quite similar stuff... with alot of photos=D

hahas.. his photo album damn heavy... oei oei ..

us with our gifts... hahas.. he tear on the bus... freak me sia.. reading the photo album halfway then he sob sob sob... hahas forgot to bring tissue hahas

we went to eat BBQ stuff... so full..and i forced 2 prata down him hahas...

thanks for the happy 30 days...

swim

i will climb the highest mountain
i will swim the deepest sea...
do u know which song has this lyrics?
if u know... that song is dedicated to u =D

i am so in the damn mood to swim and run sia...
the sun is jus so awesome

i wanna get a tattoo on my back..

RED

RED is the colour!
i am quite excited by the fact tat i am going to paint my ROOM RED!
HAHAS .. me camwhoring with my jus painted RED NAILS.

TOday's practical was to the zoo! tired but still better than Changi..this TA was much better than our own one... the brazil TA speaks in a language that i hardly can comprehend sometimes...

the zoo has changed alot though!

i wanna see the damn elephant show la!

Went out ytd..l0ls

watched movie =D

ate nachos...

super wanna go for a run!

at least let me sweat out my stress

i like his shirt

' i ______________ you more than ___________'

fill in the blanks=D

can't wait to get furniture for my room!

=/ wo zhen de hao lei !

good bye!

SAT! wad a slacking day for me..
l0ls i went out shopping with edward and BOUGHT A RED SHOE! WUUUU so damn chio.. chao xi huan.... but i intending to buy another everlast one=D
so hot sia that day... but it was fun to go shopping hahas...
as usual i walk around bugis like in a maze but luckily edward de sense of direction guo MAN! hahas.....

meet ZW .. fish & co. AMK branch... no askalan polod? hahas dunno how to spell BUT AEI I CAN PRONOUNCE IT HOR...
this guy went to sit under the field and become charcoal black cos i dun like zai nan.. so joker...
now he darker than me..so i must do something to my skin colour.. i dun wan to look WHITE! DARNNN...=/




MY RED NAILS... bought nail polish and nail polish remover( FINALLY) on thursday at DG de faceshop WAHAHAHS...and my NEW RING from nus bazzar! cheap sia... and so nice =D RIBBON.. i jus realise i nv dress up or makeup everysince i change my hair colour. my hair damn cui now.. so rough damn sad... hurry grow.. i promise not to colour le..

CAMwhore! =D wahahas...since i got this spec, i nv really wear it out.. only use for taking photo sia..l0ls...
WAD A DAY FOR SUNDAY!
i didn't touch my phone at all...
i had to clear my damn messy ROOM! BY REMOVING EVERYTHING... as if i was like moving out la..
i used up 6 garbage bag for my own clothes ... sian...
i tink i should throw away some clothes la...my room seriously damn empty.. in fact... TML IS RENOVATION.
got xiao lao shu comming out..since i packed and moved all the cupboard myself! ahahs... except for the piano which is too heavy for me to handle..hahas

somehow i tink a BIg SIMPLE room is quite cool too... see my wardrode! wah kao eh... bu jian le...
i was clearing so many stuff i realise i got so many toys from edward... TWO GARBAGE BAG...l0ls...


I didn't only occupy this small space in the leaving room... in fact my entire living room is like this... so packed..cos 3 rooms renovating simultaneously...l0ls..

last night zw got drunk lols! at his friends bdae party..this morning he came and find me... and hisRIGHT EYE GOT BLOOD SHOTS...wth...

Quote of e day: guard your thoughts, what you think, you are =D

=/the longer you delay the more blurred you are..

today is a long day...practical until 6pm =.=
wad a damn routine..
can life be a bit more happening?
like.... meeting the unexpected?

my table is jus damn messy. i am running out of space to put my items... on this table where i study.. it has literally no space to put my worksheets...

today during the break i shallll......................................

study! errrr.... chemistry tutorial and.......................................i dunno hahas

i jus dunno why u seems so different...

u can't handle ME RIGHT NOW

=D
on tuesday...
went out with my darlings!
to thai express.....
=D the sea food pineapple fried rice was AWESOME=D
with a good accompaniment!
weeee

i was damn hyper that day...
so happy ..and laugh till my backache...
=D friends will always bbe there for u =D

i need to get slippers, shoes,jeans,shorts,tops,bag,earring......etc MEAN SHOPPING !wahahas... all go destress on sat morning and drag edward out to shop hahas...
i need to look more presentable...
damn the bloody pimples on my forehead...

hope my hair condition gets good..
i super hate cui hair sia..

bak chor meee.omg man..
hahas....
tomo is friday NITE!
WUUHUUU..

='(

i watched this and i teared....





during social work lecture... the lecturer and a senior medical social worker shared their experiences on the field...
i teared ...

one was regarding the death of a 15 year old girl with brain tumour who has eventually passed on...
the second was about this lady who got stroke when her child was send to hospital..



the above video is also one that i found myself in youtube... and tears are still coming out like free de...
the reason why i am sensitive to elderly is becos of my love.

if only i have more time to spend with you while you are always sitting alone in the living room's chair
if only i gave up my leisure time for you and listen to ur repetitve story about ur house
if only i visited you everyday instead of a sunday afternoon and bring you ur favourite satay bee hoon
if only i have been in time to see u pass on... hear your last words and brought ur favourite food before death........
if only if i could leave with you..... in 2009.....
i probably wont be so dead in my heart now.. u were the source of my live..

i miss u
even if the whole world forgets about u...
i won't...

BAD DAY

oh man..
woken up by cousin this damn early morning for 3 times.
he is hungry , he wans to pee and he wans to shit!!
arghh.. damn tired...

last nite was camping in front of the com till damn late.
hahas..
memories are jus so sweet.
somehow my brain have told me who i really wan =D
but .. i doubt my actions will show..

jiayou to all my students who are having exam this week

i wan to go swim and run!
i wan to go RWS
i wan to go taiwan
i wan to go eat xiao long bao
i wan to go shopping
i wan to go out!


happy 10 10 10 to all my friends

Need you now

LIKE:And i wonder if i ever cross your mind. For me it happens all the time

i jus wan the sun to shine on me...

i jus quarelled with my mum this afternoon caused she said she haven't seen me for weeks...but the thing is that when i am studying, she is sleeping while i am sleeping she is working... so was it really my fault?

haiz...

i am so torn ..

so tired..

jus give me a break k...

i have a dream to pursue..

i dun wish to give up that dream.. yet why are't u really supportive about it?

i am glad . i shall kan diao physic tml

she

the mood is there

=D wad a cute beard sia..l0ls

i dunno why but we jus had the same facial expression... omg... i really wonder if he is my twins anot sia..l0ls

CLUBBing =/

oh man... i feel like dancing to the loud music...

my throat is killing me

but it won';t stop me from my dinner tml!

hair stylist

i love the feeling when someone washes ur hair tenderly
blow dry them for u

clean it for u...

it jus feels very very wen xin..=D

being a hair stylist can also be attractive in their own ways =D

okies.. i finally did something to my hair...

although my hair stylist didn't allowed to cut my hair short =/

but he promised me a happening hair colour lols.....

l0ls... he straighten my hair too=D