This week was kind of a roller coaster week for me . Well I guess u didn't really know how much it hurts cos probably I didn't express myself out n showed u that wad happen was seriously an OUCHED ?! Perhaps I can't express my anger cos I really dunno how to tell u . Now I wonder if everyone is the same .. This is kind of making me more sad ..

Okies let's move on for the moment .. I m tired of not really doing anything for the week end :/ haix oh well .. Nvm .. Anyways another yer has past .. Why haven't u come and visit me ? How are u ?? Seriously I miss u so much . I bet no one will rmb this day well enough wad happened bt to me .. My whole world has gone chaotic . My system crashed when source of survival was gone . The one that I truly loved has jus left me .. Why wouldn't u stay by me anot longer till i had a family ? Why wouldnt u there for me to see me through wad u have missed .. I know departure was ur best relief but it was the announcement of the dead in me .. I nv will wan to love a person much anymore becos this will prevent me from feeling so Hurt .. I have promised u to have a successful life . Bt I am spiritually gone .. U were my motivation so whenever I do well I can make I proud ..

I promise in my name to do better .
For the whole week . If I see any elderly selling stuff on the street I will buy from them .. They are fragile like u too . May god bless them
Can I at least see u in my dream tonight ? I miss the touchnof ur hands .. I miss ur voice .. I miss the times where u watched sun wu kong in tapes .. Pls tell me where u r