life can't be a bigger bitch .. aww i am having finals in like one week time?! pray to anything that can give me luck :/ i have intended to join back CAMPHA =D regardless alone or not .. affterall i am still kind of scare to screw up any camp events will pissed the camp chief sia... my offical first camp will be on 18th may! and probably if i can also make it for the 23rd may since everything hasnt been planned and i think it won't be planned too..hahas but it is ok! but before that i have also decided to sign up for kayaking course 1( again ! yea again for the damn 3rd time.. screw the ppl who nv give me the certi yet i passed). anyways this is a sponsored kayak course( by CAMPHA). i am like finally! i can do sth that i always wanna do.. not only that =D they also sponsoring me for star 2 and coach leve 1 .. but NO FREE LUNCH IN THIS WORLD ... i have to do at least 4 kayak events for them.. all well.. sounds worthy la... anyways it is water sports. i have gotten this date 7-8th may at JBAC! anyways . i feel ugly recently..signs i seriously need some makeup and clothes.. i make sure this holiday i will look great !! cannot be lazy lalas... anyways this sem is important! really important no screwing up!! jiayous!!