oh man.. i jus realise it has really been ages that i blog
hahas...
i am so so so busy this semester.
i took a vietnam and a malay module..
this sem is a made it or break it sem.. i have to score a damn high cap of average A- to get me to my cap where i can almost be least fearful... sian sian
a few more weeks and FINALS will be here... oh well... jus gonna do my best...
have been mugging quite alot...

alot of deadlines will be due soon.. i am so freaking dead la...
got malay and viet oral on the same day..
as well as a ca2 for lsm2103...
hahas... hope that my hardwork dun disappoint me
anyways i miss my grandfather alot...
have been crying at night cos i miss his presence... his hands...
when someone is dead... he leaves a damn heavy impact on others...
and this is wad i called emotionally damaged.. no matter how long time has passed, nothing will recover it...
recently my mum and my grandma legs are giving them problems too...
i should consider to be more independent..
anyways i joined overseas CIP =D
for a learning experience... hopefully it will be a great one for me..

anyways.. everyone has their own problems:D so i cannot complain too much..
jus pray that everyone around me is happy and healthy...
i dun mind shortening my life to 21 .. if that gives them a better life


oh ya.. recently i had very very terrible rash and i found out that it was food allergic.. and the food was SEAFOOD....
i will not touch it anymre!!!
damn it... making me scratch all over my body like a monkey...

hahas... everyone is so busy with their life that they sometimes forgot to appreciate the small little things that happens around them =D

Hello!!
since damn long i have last updated my bloggie!
now have free time cos i am busy reading up on some science reports!
hurray it is coming to the end of 3 weeks...
and soon it will be 7am recieving sms from NUS!!
This sem shall be a MUG MUGGING MUGGER for me to improve definitely and hopefully do well=D

i enjoyed my SOW camp so damn much and i swear i am going to join the next sow/ scamp camp!!the friends and bonding we had was AWESOME.. nevertheless the FRESHIES=D
Heres some pics of the camp

This is part 2 of the camp.. Senior vs Freshies...
We lost at the station jumping rope and whistle... and the punishment was obvious in the pic... we had to wear a SOCKING ON OUR HEADS to the next station.. oh man.. seriously i dunno where am i in the pic cos all the socking head seniors look the same...
The finale NIGHT!! we had watch performance and we the archangel seniors are damn high... ECSTASY CHEER!!

the station name is called RED HOT CHILLI PEPPER...

i am damn glad i took rank 3 cos i escape from CHILLI PADI... serious tabasco was disgusing sour and hot..then the ayam penyet chilli make me burst out of tears... awesome marvin! he ate the chilli padi !!

Random : we had a dinner to celebrate' farewell for my sister who is heading back to london again to complete her 3rd year !! she is awesome and seriously admirable... she works hard for everything.. just like.. getting overseas to study she plan it herself...i should learn from her =D

anyways we had a big family gathering at some restaurant =D had a great meal then we head to swensens for dessert.. clearly i was eating and not paying the bills that probably hit 5hundred?

whats SOW"11 without RAG DAY?!

this year RAG day was at the promontory =D

This are the bunch of awesome angel seniors that went through everything with me during this camp!!

Night riders!

my first night cycling experience with ANGELS &3 electrak..+ 1 zordon ( hahahs)

i had a lot of bruise on my knee cos i wasn't confident in cycling on the road .. but it was worth the pain to see such awesome sight of singapore!! once in the life time experience!!

we cycled from ECP to Rochor beancurd then go Marina barrage then head back to joo chiat for dim sum and finally to ECP...

Deirdre and fiona and me=D.... the ninjas freshie and archangel seniors.. a pity that yimin didn;t join us...

Random again..hahas at the same farewell dinner=D we look like one family.. seriously i think i am their sister hahas... my uncle is so so so CUTE<3

oh my god.. time flies.. the kids are already like so big la... weeee

Station.. i think we were at the DNA HELIX bridge!! we were suppose to count the numbers of wrong base pair... hahas... but we were tired so end up taking photos =D memories sia...

The almost completed group for night RIDERS'11... weee...

One of the few stations where we had to do jump shots! almost everyting was blur!! weee..

Hence! in conclusion i had ALOT ALOT OF FUN..

i won;t wanna live pass uni life just studying...

it is time for hardwork and fun playing =D

anyways i will be creating a new blog or might be using back this blog... cos i have a malay assignment which is to create a blog and write it all in malay words =.= ohh man... hopefully i can do well...

pada pukul satu suku pagi, tapi saya masih belajar buku sains. wad a life i have.

busy month of july!!
going for SOW prep camp then i had a jbac camp too...then the last camp of the month SOW'11

heres my adorable tanglin ninjas! the most awesome group where i accomplish my last camp ! knowing alot of new instructors and working with this fun instructor call IKA!!
this group contains 37 pax! hahas... they are a bunch of motivated kids! seriously i dun label them as neighbourhood kids.. they are so hyper!! thanks to them i had my best camp during this holiday<3

i can still remmeber their cute rhis low clap!!! booMZ, SHINGZ! LEOPARD PRINT.. which is led by weixiang!!

in the above photo i was always wearing a headband=( thanks to their vp that say i have a bad image... RAWR!

SOW'11 prep camp..

i havent get the photos yet ;( but definitely it was worth the join.. knowing more ppl from different majors!!

i had fun with GOTHAM!- archangel<3

before the real camp kickstarts.. all the seniors will be busy doing their og video, flag and id tag!! hahas...

i cannot wait for SOW!

it is like having so much fun knowing ppl

anyways the reason that i take part in camps definitely is not becos of gettin tan cos i enjoy being dark..

even the pay is kind of pathetic, we have to work almost like 24/7 for the 3d2n, getting lecture in the middle of night , having debreif till 2 am, getting to sleep at 3 am, doing sentury duty at 4 am.... then wake up at 630 am... hahas having to do belay sch team urself and getting bruises ad blisters everytime...

i did it for passion...

for knowing my strengths and definitely being the best out of me...

1) learning to command and control the crowd, stepping out of ur comfort zone and start talking to ppl- how many of u will wan to do it?

2) learn to be independent, taking care a bunch of 20 pax kids..making sure they listen to u and have fun...- thats the best part of camp... bonding 20 pax together

3) speaking up, ask if u dun know so u wont screw urself and land ur head on the chopping board.- stop being an shy ass

it is an accomplishment when u see 20 pax strangers being so bonded and having so much laughter during that short period of time... awesomeness...

definitely i will not stop working for CHA... or even join other camp groups...

i am intending to learn kayaking =D..

dunno when got time also hahas

News of the week =D
my Sis is back from londON!
hahas she is having very serious JET LAG... she slept at 9pm and woke up 2 am..
her arrival definitely cheered my mum up alot =D..
she bought alot of choco to singapore sia... cos whatever that is sold for like $4 bucks over there is like so damn pricely in singapore!!

my frigde is full of bars of choco!..
hahas =D


our KEE SIAO photo ... i am seriously damn dark hahas...
somehow the youngest has the most mature looks D:
my favourite polariod from USS!! with GLORIA ..
heehee.. i will be heading down for another USS trip with my family ( mostly the younger ones) hahas i am so damn excited to see their face when they get onto the roller coaster sia =P

even thought edward say it was not scary.. omg... he is ajus a brave guy hahahs

my recent like photo!! heehee As we kayak to the left as we KAYAK to the right !! hahas we aim to kayak to TAIWAN =.= haas..

my muscles will be developed after the kayaking session sia..my type of guy must be okay in sea sports man... tan and dark =S jus like a horse hahahs

OH this was a damn long photo yet to be posted =D at CARSURINA ROAD.. a awesome japanese food stall =D where we ( darlings <3) gather together and share this joy=D

=D recently i am using my sis facebook account to sell earrings =D
Dun worries these aren't second hand earrings !!
i had the thoughts of making my own earrings so i just make some handmade earrings and there are spare ones =D...

Cute huhs!!

i had to make my way to JP and Bugis just to scout for all these =/

yea!! i am almost completing my worksheets ! weee

then can relax my life liao...

must complete the worksheets before july ..

if not i wont even hand in the assignment on time la!!

best quote that i saw today =D
probably we jus have v good memories such that we cannot seems to forget about things that have happened between us..

today was a tiring morning..
whole family of girls! went to the salon and cut out hair..
my mum was such a rocker! hahas...

i washed my hair and trim...
somehow the trim became a cut..
now i have kind of a mini pony tail?
oh man.. yea i mantained my bangs=/
hahas it is poking into my eyes hahas..


went out in the late afternoon...
hahas dunno y as i grow older.. i feel that i havent been a good kid to my mum..
omg i miss my mum..

i am emotional .. seriously..
heres something cute=D

regardless of wad.. i will always keep u with me

Candylicious! from RWS <3
they might jus look like normal candies/ chocolates but each of them has a story and sincerity..

12 roses- will b=u be my steady??
mr neo told me tht i will get roses and chocolates when i am angry lols..
recently we keep arguing ..


MY DARLING! who was dragged to camp with me
! OPSS OEI!!... nice bunch of kids from group 12 =D yet i had a sucky mirror shawn... oh well.. i thought that camp would be miserable.. but i made new friends.. and definitely i have sleeping buddies... diane has joined CHA! influenced by me.. next camp she wil be in =D it is good to know more friends..

in the month of july i will be damn busy.. swears..6-8 camp, 9 work,10-12 sow pre camp,, 13-15 camp,16 work,17 morning work, 18-20 camp... wahs!! literally is camp outside... haha!! bt no worries i know i will enjoy it...
at least i know diane and jasmine! ariel! .. etc will go?! ahahs... i feel damn busy yet happy...

i am damn excited about SOW.. the fun that i will have! the friends that i will make =D AWESOME...




darlings forever!! jerm! fiona! yijun! serene! me!! long friendship!! we ate crab tat night... awww sweetest crab

do u remember this childhood biscuit? yeash we did!! bought at biscuit king together! with some retro lollipops!! <3

JUNE!!

hey darlings.. u all will nv know how much i love u ppl!!

anyways i ahvent upload the steamboat photos..hahas

HOLIDAYYY

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i had a ton over session with shan and wendy!! hahas
we slept in wendy's living room
hahas.. somehow i feel that friends is enough..=D

this is my new look! for the holiday

finally gotten rid of my black roots

start my contact lens look

started using bb cream

omg this holiady is bored...

i have decided to take a job now!

hahahs.... oh well....

might as well waste time knowing more ppl and earn more money hahas

life can't be a bigger bitch .. aww i am having finals in like one week time?! pray to anything that can give me luck :/ i have intended to join back CAMPHA =D regardless alone or not .. affterall i am still kind of scare to screw up any camp events will pissed the camp chief sia... my offical first camp will be on 18th may! and probably if i can also make it for the 23rd may since everything hasnt been planned and i think it won't be planned too..hahas but it is ok! but before that i have also decided to sign up for kayaking course 1( again ! yea again for the damn 3rd time.. screw the ppl who nv give me the certi yet i passed). anyways this is a sponsored kayak course( by CAMPHA). i am like finally! i can do sth that i always wanna do.. not only that =D they also sponsoring me for star 2 and coach leve 1 .. but NO FREE LUNCH IN THIS WORLD ... i have to do at least 4 kayak events for them.. all well.. sounds worthy la... anyways it is water sports. i have gotten this date 7-8th may at JBAC! anyways . i feel ugly recently..signs i seriously need some makeup and clothes.. i make sure this holiday i will look great !! cannot be lazy lalas... anyways this sem is important! really important no screwing up!! jiayous!!

people cry not because they are weak - it is because they have been strong for too long

friday 25/03/11 was a total turn down!! ;( i was so damn l00king f0rward the girls gathering at crystaljade in holland v! HIAZ.. can u imagine how sad the situation was when it was near 7pm when everyone starts calling up tell u that:' i cannot go cos ...................' worst still is one couple gone MIA! and guess wad... we had to contact the bf and realised that they were still sleeping.... oh man!wad a good 7 years friendship.. i told them repeated through facebook, sms and even phone say i have BOOKED A RESERVATION FOR 10 PPL ! only larissa and her bf turn up! thank goodness .. oh seriously.. larissa and i give up on planning all the meets up.. westill love u girls and treasure the friendship alot but we both came to the conclusion that from now onwards if u all wanna meet up, pls plan urself and inform others. please dun only turn to friends only when u need them. i learnt a lesson from my relationships.. DONT NEGLECT UR FRIENDS! WHEN U WAKE UP FROM UR LOVELY DOVELY WORLD.. U WILL REALISE THAT U ARE LONELY COS U HAVE LOST UR FRIENDS. ( directing to 1 particular couple) DESPITE the issues that day.. the steamboat still took place... with me! zhanwei! larissa! and andy! it was still a good dinner.. withOUT THEM!

oh ya! marchy march! a fruitful month for my boyfriend! who turned 22 while doing his ORGANIC LAB! hahas..

oh!! guess wad! i got this photo of myself from last year when i still had my bangs!! cool !! i didn;t realise my hair condition was curly in a damn awesome way! ahhaas so so nice!!

this is a picture of sunset today!

i missed the double rainbow;(

thanks for the lunch! and thanks for ur time!!

quote of the day for everyone and anyone

the worst mistake one can made is too afriad to make one

Life is short, dessert first!

On a lovely thursday evening =D

jerm, yijun,fiona, serene ,me and zhanwei went for a short gathering @ novena. we went to ate the famous delicious WEE NAM CHICKEN RICE! hahas with ZHI CHAR and each person paid 11 dollars for AWESOME food heehee..

my rice is jus so chio! hahas i played with the dark sauce and started taking photos with them....

started talking to them about the overseas trip but apparently most of them cannot make it. =( they suggested that by hook or crook they will go taiwan next year.. and so cute of them to suggest that after i go taiwan with shan and wendy, i will stay in taiwan and wait for jerm they all then go tour again so i can stay 1 month in taiwan... hahas...i am not that rich..

however, we came to a final conclusion. yeash we are going to overseas this holiday at sunway lagoon.. ( keep fingers crossed=x)

i cannot wait for a holiday man.. i am so so drifting towards there... lovely girls that have been with me since like 7 years! and some even 10 years ! how awesome is friendship =D they allow path of strangers to cross and untie them as pillars of support... so cherish ur friends ppl!
SAY CHEESE!!we are ice cream lovers.. UDDERS UDDERS UDDERS UDDERS! wahahas.. i tried strawberry field with homeycomb vanilla! weee... i nv try the liquor ice cream sia.. i took one lick from fio and ser de i feel so omgOD le... it taste weird..hahas.. i realise i cannot take alcohol cos i will high as though i am on cloud 9!!

next meeting: timbre!! going there for their buffalo wings and duck meat pizza! awww... and not forgetting relax and chat with each other =D i am so gonna try lychee martini man!!

besties =D serene! yijun!jerm!fiona!me!! love love love

sun burnt

On a sunny saturday m0rning! lau, lam and leong went to ECP for cycling session! and although i though i was late.. they were later=.= hahas... supposed to meet at 9 end up 1030 then reach ECP hahas!!

check point 1!!
camwhore at the bedok jetty! hahas the fisherman there are seriously mad to wear long sleeve from head to toe sia !! omg not hot meh... i even got sun burnt that night.. hahas they are my source of joy!

THIS is a new scrupture found at ECP! COOL RIGHT!

aim: SMILE when life brings u down cos u will get over it soon!

enjoyed ! enjoying hahas...

saturday is a day for friend! wahaha infact every day is a day for friend !

cheers to friendship <3

live love laugh

T0day marks the final day of CA1!!

lsm 1101 was the last paper...

initially wanna go swim with shan at the sch pool - but i guess will nv go there cos the pool is super er xin de....

end up we watched THE KING'S SPEECH!


Awesome hahas!! i watched it while drinking GONGCHA wahahs... me and shan smuggled into it...

darn it i cannot upload the trailer into the site ;( apologises.

before entering the cinema.. we went to the canon shop.. so she can touch her DSLR hahas... something shocked us.. the shop assistant dropped the DSLR onto the table =.= so omg PAIN SIA...

anyways Golden village threatre always delay the movie starting time de... so the moral of the story is that jus go late for movies at GV.. never mind... hahas... after the movie! met up with wendy!! then we go chinatown the pasar to makan chicken rice! haha the rice is so small sia... two bowl is still not enough wahaha.. at chinatown ! we will always end ur food with a dessert ! and TA DAAA!!

the never wrong choice to eat is MANGO flavour WAHAHAHS

tHE CHINESE new year deco has not been removed yet so here comes camwhore jiayen!! the background is so so chiooo...

this covering nose action is not deliberate one.... those ah bengs smoking behind us... lmao er xin...

we walked from chinatown to CLARKE QUAY! wah.. it is so near la.. next time can conquer to dhoby ghaut which looks close to clarke quay wahha